As I made breakfast I noticed that I seem to have caught the sun a little. I say a little. I’ve not been Goth White for a while, although tanned would certainly be pushing things. Perhaps the lunchtime doggo walks in the countryside have helped body and mind.
Anyway, as I happened drop a teaspoon, I caught sight of my toes. They don’t usually see much sunlight, them being less that very pale was unusual. My next thought that popped into my head was a bright pink varnish would look ace.
The thing with being a bit in the middle over gender, is this feels completely okay to me. Despite the fact that I’m very much in bloke mode, such thoughts don’t stop. Luckily, I’m in a good place so I don’t feel that I’m missing out. I can think that such a thing would be nice, but I’m not distressed by not being able to act on it.
This brings me to the point I’m waffling towards. 😉 When you’re a part timer like me, these little things about appearance help keep you feeling okay. It may seem difficult to understand as a cis-gender (or non trans person) looking in, possibly even a little shallow if one was to be blunt. But, a small step towards making the outside match the inside? So very awesome. It might be and earring, cute pedicure, or the right cut of trousers. It doesn’t matter so long as they make you feel more you.