Well, that’s Christmas pretty much over with! 🙂 A few of your poor souls have had to go to work, and for that, you have my sympathy. For those of us who haven’t (Ed: don’t rub salt in the wound!), there’s been a flurry of visitors and visits. There have been times when I’ve wondered if being back in the office may have been a little quieter, but it never got that bad. 🙂
With various visitors conversation has drifted across the news and what’s going on in the world. Oddly, there’s been two conversations about trans people, and no, other than the Ever Lovely Mrs J, they don’t know. Well, as much as my well-groomed eyebrows and earrings don’t out me, but if they do, no-one has said anything to me or Mrs J’s face.
It seems that outside of my little trans-friendly bubble, the middle classes haven’t quite made up their mind about us. On the one hand, there’s kids starting to come out with gender requirements, and from what I hear, their parents are doing what they can to support them. From a Chams perspective, I think we get around two to three emails a year from parents asking for help, and we do what we can/
On the other, there is, if you pardon an old phrase, Much Ado About Nothing, over the use of loos and changing rooms. Yeah, that old chestnut! There were some pretty contrived arguments at one point too.
For example, What if I say I’m a woman, but dress as a guy and keep my male name? Well, and I’m not a guru on this, I would say the key difference in that those wanting to be full time, or perhaps even a part-timer (like yours truly), will make the effort. They may well have a different name, will have taken some time to get the courage to go out, and, perhaps key, are not doing this for kicks or to cruise the opposite sex’s changing rooms. The idea that someone would state they are another gender, but then not do anything to move towards that – even forgoing stating they are trans-something-or-other – seems a bit unusual. It may well have happened as it’s a big ol’ world, but it seems unusual…. and I say that as a bloke who feels comfortable as either gender (at least when the moon is right 😉 ).
I should also point out that it’s only now, after about three days, that the penny has dropped, and that the part-timer could well be me. Duh 🙂 I mean, I’m Richard 99.9% of the time, I’m not changing my name, nor my gender – legally, socially, or medically – but I have used the ladies’ loos / changing rooms when dressing in Lynn mode. Interesting the Ever Lovely Mrs J did try and get a word in to ask if someone is presenting as a particular gender, why not treat them as such? But it seemed everyone wanted to talk, and not necessarily listen. Visitors eh? 🙂
Back & Forth
Since Pandora’s excellent idea about a Happy Memory Jar a few years back, I think this will be my third year or so. If you’re not *ahem* ‘down with the concept’, it works like this. Find an old jar or big pot. Next, each time something good, fun, cool, etc, happens, you pop it down on a note, then post that in the jar. No peeking until the end of the year, and then you can go through them and see how many nice things have happened to you. I’m certainly looking forward to that at the end of this year.
But, perhaps understandably, I don’t put my trans stuff in there. Dad, what’s “A fab night out with the girls?” 🙂 So looking back, I can think of:
- A number of featured posted over on T-Central. In honesty, and not to humble-brag, I have lost count, simply because I don’t keep them as a score. Instead, it’s something to feel honoured by like a thank you from work. So, a nod of thanks to Calie & the team for keeping T-Central going, and featuring a few of my posts from time to time. Thank you! [ After searching here it seems I’ve been rather lucky this year, with a dozen featured posts. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 ]
- Two talks on what it is to be trans. One of these was earlier in the year for a youth charity, and the second time was for the Legal Advice Team in Nottingham. Both were fun to do, and like any training event, it’s the people who make the event, not me. To hear their questions and ideas is, well, rather brilliant. I can only hope that these things help get the message through that we trans folk aren’t so scary, and we’re not looking to convert your kids, or steal your toilets. Props to anyone who read the last bit in a Papa Lazarou voice 😉
- The Ask Me Anything post raised some fascinating questions, and if you’ve more you’d like to ask,. the Contact Me form is at the top of the page.
- A make-over at Boots, where not only did I get top notch treatment, but the beauty specialist taught me how to apply my lippy properly. What’s not to like? 😀
- A day out shopping as me. Ah, this was both really special and really ordinary. The former because I felt lucky to be out and not get anything but help plus acceptance from Joe Public. Ordinary because I felt part of the everyday traffic, and I could just get on with my day. When I think back to what happened, it still makes me smile.
- Chams. This year we finally seemed to get our trans-men together. I should add this is not their lack of organisation, but just the way things go sometimes. We’ve now got a core of guys who attend regularly, so it’s not longer a case that new transmen will be left wondering if the group is just FTM folk. Good stuff! I should also add that the Christmas Party was quite the success, with everyone chipping in to help with catering, decoration, music, and making the effort to turn up.
On my way home Green Day’s Boulevard of Broken Dreams played out, Billie Joe singing: “Where the city sleeps, And I’m the only one, and I walk alone…“.
Except, when I look to the past and the future, I’m not alone. There’s the Ever Lovely Mrs J, there’s Chameleon Group, and online friends too. To go back to an earlier post featuring Mr Hanks’ words around the difference between solitude and loneliness, many times I’m just me, pottering about, but I’m not without people who care. I’m not alone, and for me, that’s probably the best thing in the world, to belong.